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so I started drinking coffee a couple of days ago
that's if you consider mocha as coffee
but a start is a start
I guess I was looking for a buzz
to keep me going for these final few hurdles (shrug)
not working though (shrug^2)

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I downloaded (insert dating app) for the umpteenth time
because (1) I got bored and (2) let's see, maybe things are different now

(shuffles through profiles)
"you know you're not going to get anywhere with you swiping left all the time"
"but everything is so vanilla it's like I'm staring at a blank piece of white paper"

and of course you get those people which you wish you could do a 180 degree eyeroll if you could

meh

deleted for the umpteenth time
because (1) I got bored and (2) no, things are not different these times

"I wish I could just meet people organically"
"that's also not going to happen if you don't go out"

but entah, I am quite jaded (based on previous experiences and my innate scepticism)

so yes, not gonna get anywhere (kiv)

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way too obsessed with this jam 😍

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it's not Monday, but it is humpday (in my case, everyday is humpday) 🐫 🐫 🐫
3 weeks before I have to send this in
I'm going to make this work
by hook or by crook
just need to focus
and breathe
and soldier on

here we go.

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two weekends ago, I had the opportunity to witness one of my best friend's niqah and I have to say, I love weddings
not because of the food or deco
but try and
strip back all the glitz, glamour, makeup, adat etc
here you have two people who have made a conscious decision to be partners for life and more
and I think that is just so wonderful (cheesy I know but come on man)

highlights for me:
– being the MOH
– first time merenjis (EVER)
– kellogs reuniting (we were in shades of red)
– last but most importantly: best friend marrying her soulmate

– was also featured in the niqah video where of course, yours truly cried while giving her speech – immortalised forever ha.

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okay back to workworkwork