so I started drinking coffee a couple of days ago
that's if you consider mocha as coffee
but a start is a start
I guess I was looking for a buzz
to keep me going for these final few hurdles (shrug)
not working though (shrug^2)
I downloaded (insert dating app) for the umpteenth time
because (1) I got bored and (2) let's see, maybe things are different now
(shuffles through profiles)
"you know you're not going to get anywhere with you swiping left all the time"
"but everything is so vanilla it's like I'm staring at a blank piece of white paper"
and of course you get those people which you wish you could do a 180 degree eyeroll if you could
deleted for the umpteenth time
because (1) I got bored and (2) no, things are not different these times
"I wish I could just meet people organically"
"that's also not going to happen if you don't go out"
but entah, I am quite jaded (based on previous experiences and my innate scepticism)
so yes, not gonna get anywhere (kiv)
way too obsessed with this jam 😍