I have a lot of thoughts
in fact, at times there are way too many to handle
but as mom sent me a screenshot of ‘thegoodquote’ from ig
“no matter how long it takes, or what it takes, I am going to get there”
and there was a MLK Jr one as well
“You don’t have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step”

not sure which one she wanted me to see or refer to but am guessing both?

currently, it is 1am and I am arranging my images for data analysis which I can then stick into ppoint slides for me to analyse properly and then comes the whole making figures for thesis and making sense of what I’ve done

rinse and repeat

I took a “nap” after dinner which explains how I am still somewhat functional at this hour
I have exactly 2 months,
2 months before I can finally be done with this


I have a lot of thoughts
One of them being how good am I as a person
as a daughter
a sister
a friend
a student
a devout
I have to admit I don’t think I’ve done such a good job at being either
getting into this almost 4 years ago is something I will never ever change
I will do it again in a heartbeat
albeit just more ready in the sense of what is to come
I never thought about what doing this entails
emotionally, mentally, physically
there are a lot of sacrifices that have been made
not just by me but by the people around me
and I guess there are more to come
more of those hard decisions


this is fcking rough.


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