today was a what-the-hell-am-I-doing day.
it still is actually, considering the day is far from over.
I took forever to plan just two experiments, 
ate more than 3/4 of the bag of chips
I am slacking off like mad heh (work-wise and calorie-wise).
I started watching vampire diaries on the eve of halloween (lol how appropriate)
and 4 episodes in and wiki-ing season 1
I figured, “oh no, this takes way too much commitment”
I have limited neuronal capacity, specially reserved for my near future vigorous reading and writing
plus, these vampire dramas are so complicated

kelzo out.



It rained the whole day todayand though the “rain” here ain’t got nothin’ on the macho-rain back homeit is still a depressing daythe kind that makes you me just want to stay in bed, all cuddled up with le comforter and eat yummy chocolate chip cookies dunked in warm milk while watching reruns of the big bang theory (hoyeah)oh and for some weird reason, I’ll start blasting heartbreaking mushy songs on my ipodlike Beyonce’s Irreplaceable Spanish version (somehow it sounds more mushy in espanol heh)
anyhoo, here’s one of my favourite clips from StoryCorps.disclaimer: it’s a tear-jerker

true story bro.


random hot air balloon shot @ Melbourne – Sep ’11

everytime a new iphone model comes out, I’ll find myself straying away from whatever I’m doing, right to being on the apple website 
I’ll be clicking through all the links, reading up researching the features of this new awesome shnazzy thing
comparing with the old ones, hoping that the old ones get so dirt cheap that I would just have to buy one (heh, fat chance), then I’ll move on to 3/vodafone websites to see what kind of plans they have and whether or not I can afford it (le sighs)
like today, when I am suppose to read and do my literature review draft 
here I am, drooling in awe as I watch the video featuring apple’s new baby
and fantasizing how beautiful life would be like when I have one to call my own
[insert field with flowers and cheesy song right here]
(lol, pathetic much? not to mention melodramatic)
sigh, imagine all the apps I can have *dreamy look
my sister gave a suggestion to save $20 a month and put in my ‘iphone fund box’
technically do-able of course, but by the time I have saved up enough moolah
it will be the iphone 7 or 8 (so it is realistically frustrating haha)

um okay.
dah, dah. back to work!