abriéndote mi corazón

finally, after searching high and low for it,
i found my fortune cookies 🙂

and *ehem*
my fortune for tomorrow says that,
“all your hard work will soon pay off”(imagine saying that like that old man in those kungfu movies)

haha. now that’s funny,
i don’t recall doing any hard work whatsoever in the past few weeks?
eeeen-teh-res-teeenggg 😛

later people,


p/s: it skipped a beat today 🙂
pp/s: i made onde-onde a.k.a buah melaka, and whoop-dee-doo, it turned out quite well 😀


this ain’t a thriller music video

it is now 1.06 am and i’m eating tortilla bread (my sahur for tomorrow-filled with energy and fat)
i should be really sleeping if not for that 3 hour “nap” in the afternoon.
this week, has been super unproductive
had been stuck playing damn addictive games, like diner dash and cooking games bla bla (mindless games lah)
even downloaded sims 3 and metal slug onto my phone (BAD IDEA)
but metal slug is such an awesome game. definitely, my favourite game of all time 🙂
okay so, i have FOUR mid sem tests coming up, one on monday
and 3 the following week. aiyo
these 2 weeks will be stressful/awful/bleargh.
you will see a dead zombie (zombies are technically already dead, right?) walking around campus with raccoon eyes and the notorious bed hair.

that would be yours truly, nice to meet you 😉
so much for new semester resolutions
but okay, it’s not too late kan?
there’s still time. but very, very, very the sikit.
can’t believe its already going to be the 6th week, that means, halfway through before..
BALIK :)))
i miss home already.

neways, the bed’s calling
and oh, my current theme song is chasing pavements by adele

I’ve made up my mind, don’t need to think it over
If I’m wrong I am right, don’t need to look no further
This ain’t lust, I know this is love

But if I tell the world, I’ll never say enough
‘Cause it was not said to you
And that’s exactly what I need to do if I’d end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?

nighty night,


p/s: happy ramadhan people 🙂

your heart strings

who knew a reality tv show (of all things) could give you a mini epiphany?
i was watching sytycd (someone has to seriously change the name of this show lah-too.long.)
trying to find some inspiration/incentive/”semangat” for the next review and all
seeing all these people dance and listening to all the critics that the judges gave
it’s really amazing that just after being criticized like crazy, they could just get on with the next routine and do it even better
this brings me back to the last review,

no, there weren’t actually judges. just, a lot of people around, watching your every move.
it made me feel a wee bit uncomfortable. okay, a LOT.
to say in one simple word, i felt intimidated.
and consequentially, i didn’t give it my best and so, being the wacky perfectionist that i am,
i stuck a rain cloud above my head and let the rain pour and the storm brew on top of it.
not my proudest moment. period.

but then again, i am a beginner. it takes practice. you just don’t breeze through it and hope to be the prima ballerina the next minute. and it’s not one of those, ‘if you got it, you got it’ kinda things. this goes the same thing with everything,
just can’t expect everything to be right the first time kan?

okay, that was the long winded topsy turvy intro, which has nothing to do with my mini epiphany 🙂
back to the show,
this couple was criticized pretty bad at the 1st routine but nailed it in the 2nd routine
the performance portrays a woman battling cancer
and oy, it was beautiful :,)

the moves, the emotions, the aura and everything. it gave me goosebumps all over.
and being a girly girl that i am, i got teary-eyed.
it was not just me, the judges and mostly everyone there was teary-eyed. they were struggling through their comments on how extremely emotionally powerful the routine was. and how they got the message.
they heard the words of that message without the words.
it was breathtaking.

and this made me wonder, (and i don’t care if you think this is stupid)

could i ever do something that pulled people’s heart strings like that?



double S-es

unproductivity is
when your still in the pjs at 4pm and not taken a bath yet.
played and finished one damn annoyingly addictive mobile game.
suppose to have finish class at 10am but heck, didn’t even set foot out of the apartment door.
and oh, it’s sunny outside.

i feel like a slug. no wait, maybe a sloth.
a sluggish sloth.

somebody please turn on my brain now ??